where do i go from here..
how, where and who do i express my feelings to? do i just keep all the hurt in me, just so the words wont be twist back around and hit my back in my heart? what do i do when the person who i look up to is the one who brings me back down to the ground? how do i say this out without hitting directly on anyone or anything for any matter?
im so hurting inside.. im screaming.. but who will hear me? who will see thru this hurt? who will help cure me?
who…
its not like ive not been in this position before. but i hate to see myself be in this same position once more. it shouldnt be happening at all. and it was not my fault to start off with.. but, how come it is being thrown back at me just because in this hurt, i retaliated and got pointed for it.
how is this fair for me, if it isnt fair for you?
sigh.. *tears*
